I feel really bad & sorry.
I really love J alot.
I am sorry to lie again & again to him.
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I don't blame him for being angry at me.
But believe me one last time okay,
I really really won't lie to you again.
I am really sorry.

I B. I Am T. This T.
Because I C. When I T. I Am G. To L. You
I L. You, R.