I hate it so much!
I really dislikes arguments with my parents!
Sucky feelings~

Arent i old enough!
I HATE being treated like a small kid.
ASS

Everything doesnt seems right for me now!
Ohmypreciousgod~
1. Broke
2. No freedom
3. No one to turn to

Sigh, forget... it
Have been preparing myself for 'poly' life
That i even neglected that i have to depend on the result coming out in Jan
I have always been very confident with myself,
but not now.
I fear that i will not get results of my desire,
and could not get into the college i wanted...

whatever it is...
I just wanna voice out that
I REALLY HATE BEING CONTROLLED!
No matter who it is.

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Anw, just called someone.
He just had a quarrel with his mum over something which I THINK is rather small.
But i can understand him for being frustrated over the matter.
But i cant for his impatient, anger and 'violent'
I know the moment he read these sentences, he will be very angry.
I was once like him.
Very often i used to vent all my anger at others and being not appreciative.
I really feel like crying upon talking to him.
I just wanted a nice talk with him and hope that he could take my advice.
Also that he can calm down.
But i failed to do so.
I felt so sad and disappointed, i guess with myself.
I dont know why either.
Our parents are really very great.
They are the only in the world who will/can give you love and care unconditionally.
And whom also never ask for any return.
Especially our mother...
they gave us a most precious gift the moment we are born.
It's our life.
No matter how painful it is to give birth to you,
your dearest mummy wouldnt mind just to let her precious come to this world.
Try to think back...
When you're young, who are the ones by your side with you no matter sorrows or laughter?
Who are the ones who always carries/hug you when you cry?
some may even say '' my precious, everything is alright.. daddy/mummy is here''
Who are the ones who buy you things you wanted!
Even until now, they are always there for you...
No matter what hurtful things you've done/said to them...
they do no mind and still love you so much.
They are also like us.....
they've got emotions, temper. own thinking....
They might have did something that hurts you,
but they didnt mean it.

Suddenly, i reflected...
I tried to think what it is that my dad do not allow me to stay out late.
It is because i am his precious girl...
No matter how old am i, i am still a small lil. baby girl in his heart..
I felt better now, and my anger is gone.

But still, i want ppl to know that they have to learn to be appreciative of everything around us.
Learn to treasure what you have before it is tooo late.
Dont hate your parents, dont be too late to regret.
We must really consider ourself as lucky.
For instances, i take myself as an example..
I have a bedroom of my own,
while my parents doesnt have when they are young.
I have got all of my desire...
-Computer
-mp3
-handphone
-money
-shoes
-nice tops/bottoms(alot)

Think... do our parents have these in their younger days?
Learn to appreciate them but not thinking that they are not doing enough..
Sit down alone and think through..
you will seee that your parents worked so hard actually just to support the family,
and to provide all your needs.
Yet everytime they came home...
what we did as a child is to make them angry instead of caring for them.

Thats all i can say.
Because i am once like everyone else.
But i am learning to appreciate.
Its never too late to learn.
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Sorry if i hurt that someone,
and to people who doesnt agree with me.
I can do nothing to change your thinking,
and make it similar as me.